im sorry for making u feel lousy most of the time
i dont know how i do it or why i do it

i know u love me alot
overwhelms me sometimes

im just bracing myself for the day when u tell me u dont love me anymore
because how can u love someone who hurts u time and time again?

i'm ok

sometimes i feel like i'm your waste of time

sorry

make/break

im not doing this for myself
there's a bigger picture


i love you, but
if you were to stop practising, that i cannot accept
(because u're brilliant, and its a completecomplete waste of 6years ass-slogging)


leave me alone
i need to think